I just got back to Sydney today and the sad feeling kicked in since the night after my family's CNY Open House. I came to realise everytime I go home, I was back for at least 2 - 3 months. But this trip back that lasted 3 weeks, was definitely not enough.
I didn't get to spend enough time with my family as it was CNY time and definitely it made all of us busy with everything in the house and all. But I'm glad I came back for it. Though time was limited but I managed to fully utilised it. Thanks to my dad, mum, bro , grandma and relatives: uncles, auntie and cousins, even nephew and neices.
At the same time, I didn't have time to meet up many of my friends. Only the gathering with all primary schoolmates and also the uts gang gathering at my house open house. Thanks to all who came as it is really great to meet you all again.
Yesterday when I left my grandma's house, I teared as I know I will miss my dear grandma again. Then when I left my house, I know I'm going to miss my house and room that I loved. And when I was about to board the plane and all, the moment my niece said bye to me, I broke down as I know it will be another year or more that I will see her again, same goes to my other relatives. What more when I bid goodbye to my parents and bro, even though I know they will come to Sydney after sending my bro today to Melbourne, I know I will miss them too. and their love for me is always there. Comparing so many times I leave Msia for Sydney.. this time was the hardest time for me. I don't know why.... All I know is I hate the word GOODBYE...
3 comments:
I love the catering for your open-house-gong-xi-fa-cai dinner!
At least u were not home alone when u came back, see i told u the feeling is different before and after u go back, say i complain i come back lonely some more..:P
Yeah goodbye is always hard. tell me about it. sigh
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